you made my heart skipped a beat (:

Woots. One of my favourite fairy tale, Cinderella!
Aint they looking so happy and sweet together?
Wonder whens my turn to have that kinda smile. Haha.
I dont need an exact fairy tale to happen in my life.
All I need is just a Prince that loves me much
& that I love him lots too (:

Hokay! Theres a good news and three bad news. Tsk.
The good news is that 29 more days and its my holiday!
Bad news #1: my exams are coming in like two weeks!
Having practical and some class tests this week. Pfft.
I totally havent studied for anything. I wonder how.
Bad news #2: Ghost festival started.
Gonna be a good girl and go home early for a month.
Im always timid when its this month of the year. Haha.

Ermmm...
Too many not-my-face pictures on my posts recently!
Shall add one thats taken last month I think? Hee.
Look at how bad my sunburns are on my face.
Luckily Amira has that bodyshop lotion :D
Ahhh. I wonder why weekends pass especially fast!
Its already Sunday! Omg. I really dread going to school.
Horrible, terrible feeling to be in school!
I know I know. I gotta endure! ENDUREEEEE!

Saw this simple yet meaningful quote while googling.

It exactly described the feeling I have. Hee.
Google has become my best friend since I dont know when.
Kept using it day and night every day without fail!
Found more black and white pictures. Awesome shyt!
Hokayyy. So my friend, Aini, was so honest today.
She told me she was stalking my blog. Haha!
I didnt know my blog could be that entertaining.
Thanks for the support my dear! :D

Long day tomorrow. Not quite looking forward to it.
Been pretty moody these days. Getting weirder. Tsk.
Went home straight three consecutive days already.
Its like I totally have no mood for anything at all.
All I felt like doing was going home and lie on my bed.

And... Not forgetting Snow!
No matter what Im going through,
This cute little thing will accompany me all day long.
Love it to the max! Hehee.

Dead stars shine,
give me a sign.

Was sitting on my bed thinking of some stuffs again.
While thinking, I googled for some awesome pictures!
Suddenly got a interest in simple pictures.
Though plain, it contains a whole load of messages.
Found some snow, sun rise and sunset images!
Then it caught me thinking again,
I wanna see snow, watch the sunrise and sunset with my beloved!
Wonder when can I do all those with my other half. Hmm.

Hokay dokey. Wanna thank my lovely monkey for being there for me!
Whenever I start thinking of stuffs, I will just stare at it.
It will always look as though he understand how I feel. Hahaha!
Im not crazy alright. I just kinda live in my own world.
Yepp. People may think that Im trying to avoid reality
and always making the world seem so flawless.
But hey, I dont care! I do know how awful reality is.
So what if I always have the thought that the world is perfect;
and always creating fake happiness to hide the ugly side of it?

People live short lives. I think that we should all live happily.
I do have my own sadness but I often just bottle them up.
I would fake a smile and said that Im okay when Im not.
I hate partings, tears and sadness the most.
But I know that I still have to go through those. Its part of life.
Happiness wouldnt come just by asking or praying.
I gotta fight for my own happiness no matter how tough it is.
And I would fight till the very end for my own happy ending.

People gotta really stop telling me how I always lie bout life.
Without those lies I would have gotten really sick of life -.-
Gonna go back to lying on my bed and dream (:

There there. My busy week is over.
& damn. My weekends is finishing too.
Time really passes super fast when you have things to do.
Im thinking of skipping my lesson lesson on Monday.
Since theres nothing much to learn in that module.
Seems like a useless module to me. Hmph.
School is boring. Wouldnt have the mood to go,
if it wasnt for Amira, First, Fatheha & Adrian.
They made my poly life shine brighter.
Oh. It has been two weeks now and my flu is not gone yet.
Finished a whole box of tissue papers -.-

Quite a few things happened.
There were things that made me angry, sad and happy happened.
But the best part is still hanging out with Joshua and company.
They are a bunch of awesome friends (:
Gonna try and meet up with Belle & Venise as well.

Last post for this week! Gonna be quite busy till Saturday I guess.
Gonna post a long long post today to make up for the rest of the next days! :D
Dont wanna keep posting my feelings and thoughts
because I got two potential stalkers stalking me everyday! Hahaha!
Venise Lim & Adrian Chng! Enough already lo! Quit reading so much!
I didnt know my blog so interesting to you guys eh! Lolol!

Anyway..... Continuing! Had superb tonnes of pictures taken recently,
but didnt have the time to post. Too many stuffs to do. Hahaha.
I was super duper uber sick since Wednesday and it really made me low! Pfft.
I must resume my happy-go-lucky style as soon as possible!
Fake smiles coming out on my face again! Smiles that hide daggers. Muwahahas,
These are some photos taken few weeks ago and recently:

Tedd, the Merlion!

Hello pig! :D

There! My whole poly family & Venise Lim in!
Got the urge to have a short chat with B right now!
Wanted to send him offline messages like old times but...
somethings stopping me from doing so. Tsk. Im nuts.
Beyond love sick. Hahaha! Uh. Gonna go CCA tomorrow after weeks!
Need some time to slack off and do nothing. Im so damn tired.
School has been chaotic. There were issues everywhere.
Its like there will surely be secondary school stuffs happening even in poly.
I think its time to get real mature and not act so childishly with them.
All those backstabbings, gossiping, insulting others stuff really gotta stop.
And I think I should stop making myself seem as though Im nice to push around.
Once I burst. I really burst. Do watch out.

To sum it up,
I love my girlfriends, boyfriends, brothers, & wives! :p
I wonder who would be the first to read this post again.
Im guessing Adrian Chng? The number one damn stalker!
Why must you stalk my blog?! Sometimes I feel like locking it. Lol!
But nah. I hate hiding. Not gonna hide anymore! Its tiring.
So yeah! Maybe if within this few days, I cant bottle up my feelings,
I may rant out here again. Haha! Till the next post then!

Amira, First & Venise, love you girls! Hee.

Loveeees,
Jx!

Heyheys!
Just wanna say something short here!
I love my boy-friends to the max! Hehee!
Joshua, Engwee, & Yanzhi!
They rawk my freaking socks off! Hahaha!
I wanted to buy a bag today.
So I met them at Ang Mo Kio.
We walked around, bought KOI & then....
we bus-ed back to Clementi! Like a wow uh!
From Ang Mo Kio to Clementi.
We totally nua-ed in the bus. Lol!
Then took train home from there.
Guess we're too free. Hahaha!
They always suggest crazy stuffs!
Makes them more fun!
Met Lingying for awhile too!
Sorry was quite late ><
Love you guys! (:

Back from Sentosa like finally!
Got some sunburns on my neck. Painful.
My arms look so black now. Haha.
Heyhey, my volleyball skills sort of improved :p
Im super glad that the outing turned out well.
11 people turned up including Hewjing & Sharlyn :D
Though we were all damn tired.
Had tonnes of fun but also drank lots of seawater.
Made my stomach felt super weird.

School is starting on Monday.
There goes my two weeks holidays ):
Had super loads of fun in just this two short weeks.
Really feels good to be around friends eh.
They just remove any I have sad feelings unknowingly.
Hope I still have the time to meet them.

Catching a short nap now.
Adios!

Im really glad that my friends accompany till now
Three rounds of mahjong, the jokes and stuffs,
it distracted me from the things that makes me uneasy.

Alrights. Im lazy to create a new post. Gonna just edit this one (:
Again, we mahjong-ed the whole of yesterday.
I guess we're pretty sick of mahjong now. Haha.
Gonna go Sentosa tomorrow. Glad that its still on,
even though some of them gave me crappy answers.
Its just not easy being an organizer.
Not all of them understand the difficulties of organizing an outing uh.
Looking forward to it. Hope it would be fun! (:

I know its way too early but I cant help it!
I gotta say, I want Christmas to be here now!
Its just so sad that even if its here,
it wouldnt be complete without SNOW FLAKES!
How I wish wish wish to be in a country that snows ):
Oh well. I will keep dreaming.

One week of holidays passed just like that.
Went out with First and Amira to Bugis few days back.
The day was pretty long, so Im just gonna summarize with two sentences:
Though we didnt actually bought anything,
We had tonnes of fun. Haha :D
Might gonna go out with them this week again (:

JiAXiN ♥

" A big girl,
in a bigger world.
Nothing brings her down.
At least not now."

My life is full of Sunshine.
<3

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