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Wednesday, July 27, 2011 Life.  Was sitting on my bed thinking of some stuffs again. While thinking, I googled for some awesome pictures! Suddenly got a interest in simple pictures. Though plain, it contains a whole load of messages. Found some snow, sun rise and sunset images! Then it caught me thinking again, I wanna see snow, watch the sunrise and sunset with my beloved! Wonder when can I do all those with my other half. Hmm. Hokay dokey. Wanna thank my lovely monkey for being there for me! Whenever I start thinking of stuffs, I will just stare at it. It will always look as though he understand how I feel. Hahaha! Im not crazy alright. I just kinda live in my own world. Yepp. People may think that Im trying to avoid reality and always making the world seem so flawless. But hey, I dont care! I do know how awful reality is. So what if I always have the thought that the world is perfect; and always creating fake happiness to hide the ugly side of it? People live short lives. I think that we should all live happily. I do have my own sadness but I often just bottle them up. I would fake a smile and said that Im okay when Im not. I hate partings, tears and sadness the most. But I know that I still have to go through those. Its part of life. Happiness wouldnt come just by asking or praying. I gotta fight for my own happiness no matter how tough it is. And I would fight till the very end for my own happy ending. People gotta really stop telling me how I always lie bout life. Without those lies I would have gotten really sick of life -.- Gonna go back to lying on my bed and dream (: |
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